who runs this thing anyway?

As you might have guessed, my name is Rob! I'm an alien-doggy-robot-thing trapped in the body of a sweaty, pasty earthling nerd. I crashlanded here 2006 in the Pacific Northwest and am currently attending what you humans call "college", but when I'm not doing that, you can find me floating languorously in my green goo tube, tumbling down useless research rabbit holes, or working on my various projects.

I've been drawing since I could hold a pencil. I consider illustration and writing to be my main mediums, but I also dabble in cartooning, mixed media, animation, 3D modeling, character design, fursuit making, DIY, and of course HTML/CSS :-} I'm trying to get into making music as well and would love to put a song or two out there eventually (but probably not anytime soon until I get an actual grip on what I'm doing).

I'm also a furry and a canine therian, if you couldn't tell. The little alien dog you see around the site is my main fursona Thing. You can click here to read about him and my other fursonas!

I struggle with talking about myself in any extended capacity, so consider this entire site an exercise in humility. I'm learning to be myself without inhibition and I hope you can too. #Letsunlearnshametogether

about the site

Why "ROBGARAGE"?
Short answer: I'm Rob, and this is my garage.
Long answer: Much of my childhood was spent making stuff in my dad's garage, which has led me to associate garages in general with relaxation and creativity. Something about the bottomless boxes of trinkets, art supplies, and miscellaneous doohickeys instilled a sense of wonder in my tiny mind, and digging through them was the first time it occurred to me that the world is a mysterious place filled with unknown treasures waiting to be found. A garage is a liminal space where time caramelizes and the pressure of daily life is lifted, temporarily, for as long as you exist in the space. I don't have a physical garage anymore so my website is a digital manifestation of those rosy memories and a reminder to stay curious about the world around me :-) I also just think garages are punk as fuck and cool.

Why does it exist?
Because I wanted it to.

What does it do?
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ROBGARAGE is hand-coded with HTML and CSS by (mostly) yours truly. I'm just an amateur with a keyboard and too much free time, so if you notice any particularly egregious instances of jank, please report it to me here.

history

ROBGARAGE began when I took up HTML as a hobby in 2021. The pandemic still had the world gripped tight in its iron clutches, so I had lots of time on my hands to dedicate to learning a new hobby. Though I squandered much of that time writing awkward Lemon Demon fanfiction, I managed to squeeze enough into learning the ropes of webcraft!

Here's a glimpse of how the site looked at first. Each page followed the same top-down layout, since I hadn't figured out how to do anything else yet and the majority of CSS positioning remained a mystery to me.
Earliest archive, 2/01/2022

I'd never heard of the small/personal/indie web before, but I couldn't have discovered it at a better time in my life. Too young to have experienced Geocities or Angelfire in their respective heydays, but juuuust old enough to witness mainstream internet mutate into the corporate hellscape we know today, it was a strange time to be a teen online. I was sick of shallow numbers and cookie-cutter profile templates that allowed only the bare minimum for personalization. There had to be more to the internet than that, right?

I'd whipped up sites on Carrd and other drag-and-drop site makers before, but while they yielded some satisfaction, none of them fully scratched that itch. It didn't help that most of them lock basic functionalities behind a paywall (especially if you had any desire to use it for anything beyond a glorified linkdump). It was all very disillusioning. I was beginning to accept the internet must be a bland place with little room for creativity, until I discovered Neocities from an artist I followed, and through it, the indie web!

Coding was intimidating at first, to say the least. It started as a pet project, but snowballed into something more as I realized I was actually having a lot of fun. Every obstacle felt like a challenge to overcome and the wave of euphoria that hit when i ironed out a kink or learned a quicker way of doing something made every moment of frustration worth it and more in the end. I tend to pick up and drop hobbies sporadically, but this was a rare case where one ended up sticking.

It entered a period of inactivity lasting from 2022 to early 2026, during which a lot of big events in my life happened in dizzying succession. I fell in love with my boyfriend, started HRT, became a legal adult, graduated, volunteered, moved apartments, struggled with self harm and mental illness, entered college, got my license, recovered from surgery... you get the idea. All of it burnt me out on updating and I was pretty much out of the game for a while.

As you'd know if you've ever suffered art block, the only way out is through. I spent that 4-year liminal in a reflective state, venting my frustration through other creative outlets and slowly rebuilding my energy. It took a while until i could come back here with the passion I once had, but it was a necessary sabbatical that gave me a fresh perspective on webcraft when I returned.

All this is to say that what's on your computer screen right now is a long labor of love. I hope your time here can inspire or help you in some way.

future??????

ROBGARAGE will forever be a work in progress, as it's a direct extension of myself, so keep in mind what you're looking at is more like a sculpture of sand than one of marble. I don't expect to "finish" it any time soon and I most likely never will.

Most things on the web are short-lived, but I still hope one day in the distant future ROBGARAGE can be discovered on a beat-up hard drive and studied by archaeologists or something. (To the possible future archaeologist reading this: hi!)

fun trivia

  • In its early days, it was coded entirely on an iPad in the Neocities editor. (I later became sane and switched to VS Codium on my laptop.)

  • It is old.

  • A moderately famous hip-hop musician has witnessed me work on it.

  • It's alive and can feel pain.

  • I'm eating a sandwich right now and it's pretty good.

contact

The best way to reach me is by sending me an email at contact[at]robgarage[dot]online, but you can also leave a comment on my guestbook. Please allow up to a month for a response as I'm a relatively busy guy. I probably won't respond to small talk, but I appreciate every "hello" and nice comment I get :o}

i'm feeling The current mood of robdog at www.imood.com right now!

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stuff i like :3

MUSIC... Ween, They Might Be Giants, Lemon Demon, Logan Whitehurst & the Jr. Science Club, Talking Heads, David Byrne, Rinse & Repeat, Brian Eno, Depeche Mode, Nine Inch Nails, Mr. Bungle, Faith No More, XTC, of Montreal, Kraftwerk, Radiohead, Pink Floyd, AJJ, DEVO, Machine Girl, Death Grips, The Fullerenes, King Crimson, Primus, LustSickPuppy, femtanyl, MAILPUP, passengerprincess... anything I can get my paws onto really! I'm always looking for new stuff to listen to ^__^

MOVIES + TV... The Thing (1982), 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968), Mulholland Drive (2001), Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964), The Silence of the Lambs (1991), UHF (1989), Office Space (1999), all of the cornetto trilogy movies, Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul, Gravity Falls, Invader Zim, Twin Peaks, Hannibal... I'll be honest I'm not as much of a cinephile as I'd like to be but I'm hoping to change that.

YOUTUBERS... Sarah Z, Lady Emily, Hbomberguy, Khadija Mbowe, Alexander Avila, Defunctland, Shanspeare, Jacksfilms, Matt Baum, Kaz Rowe... mostly video essayists, I like to put them on while I draw!

GAMES... Undertale, Deltarune, Night in the Woods, Portal (both games), The Binding of Isaac, Mewgenics, Metal Gear Solid, The Legend of Zelda (mostly botw), Minecraft (almost exclusively in creative mode)

OTHER... machinery, old technology, computers, math, astronomy, coffee shops, human psychology, zoology, urbanism, the PNW, horror, vulture culture, mortuary science, sci-fi, science in general, the paranormal (I don't really believe in it but it's still fun to think about), history, music, art + art history, furries, ocean life, classic literature, existentialism, road trips, plushies

quiz results

fanlistings

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my "literally me" characters

Back in the distant apocalyptic time known as COVID, all the cool kids had a "kin list". These were lists of characters you related to, and around them spawned a cottage industry of kinning culture. Why? Well for one, it's just fun to see yourself in characters from media you enjoy! But it can also serve a therapeutic function for people processing parts of themselves by viewing those same parts from an outside perspective. It was a whole thing and there were certainly unsavory aspects of the culture which sprung around them, but removed from all surrounding context, kinlists are just a good fun time.

I too was fourteen in 2020, and yes, I did have a kinlist. You still see them around occasionally but they're not nearly as popular anymore (at least not in the circles I hang around in). I'm all about being "cringe and free" as they say, so what's stopping me from keeping one now?? It's my website, damn it!

These are listed in loose order of who I kin most.

A young man with dark neck-length hair, circular glasses, and a white coat with a blue shirt underneath.

Hal "Otacon" Emmerich
Metal Gear Solid

"The whole reason I got into science in the first place was because I was no good with people. I was scared of them. I was scared of life. I thought that I could never understand them because they're so illogical. But I've finally learned how to like people. I'm not afraid anymore."

Hal is probably the most me a character can get. We share so many personality traits, interests, struggles, and even life events it's almost scary.

A 12-year-old boy with messy brown hair, a white cap with a blue pine tree in the middle, an orange shirt, and dark blue vest, and pronounced eyebags. He's holding a key in one hand and smiling.

Dipper Pines
Gravity Falls

“I don’t know what’s gonna happen in the future, but whatever it is, you don’t have to fear because we’ll do it together!”

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A 12-year-old boy with a large forehead and black hair styled in a pronounced spike, round glasses, a black trenchcoat, and a mucky yellow-green shirt with a blank face graphic. He's reaching for something offscreen with a focused look on his face, and his tongue is sticking out.

Dib Membrane
Invader Zim

"[gasping] Sorry I'm late... horrible... nightmare visions!"

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A black-and-white pixel sprite of a monster resembling a triceratops with three head spikes, dots for nostrils, pronounced buck teeth, and bad posture. She's wearing oval glasses and a lab coat and is tucking her hands together nervously.

Dr. Alphys
Undertale

"I was originally gonna stop you, but... watching someone on a screen really makes you root for them."

Berdly
Deltarune

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Angus Delaney
Night In The Woods

"I believe in a universe that doesn't care and people who do."

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Pangolins
Real life

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